Dammit, he’s really cute

Keywords: bad first date , dating , dating advice , dating advice for men , dating apps , dating stories , Hinge

I thought of a hundred different responses – all of the things I wanted him to know about how inconsiderate, selfish, and hurtful this was. I wanted to tell him how many times I sucked it up and SHOWED UP -for dates, concerts, work events, birthday parties, bridal showers- when I wasn’t “feeling it.” How many times I was dying on the inside, but smiled, asked questions, and tried to make the other person feel valued. This guy couldn’t put on pants, drive seven minutes away, and spend 90 minutes letting a cute blonde carry the conversation? After already bailing twice? To make matters worse, he’d even had a glimpse into my beautification process after the first time he’d bailed.
https://gojulesgo.com/2021/11/24/what-women-want-single-guys-to-know

I want to experience the idea of what it feels like to get the one that you like just like your present partner experienced when they got you

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should I keep being loved or should I be sad and keep loving someone who is after someone else [?]
https://shisirdc.wordpress.com/2021/07/05/the-dilemma-do-i-want-to-be-loved-or-do-i-want-to-love-more

Can someone please tell me what the fuck question that is?

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I told him he was beautiful (which I still do and always will think he is) to his response of “really?”… ahh hit it where it hurts man, I froth over humble dudes – that shit truly is sexy.
https://digitaldiariesofsobriety.com/2021/01/01/wait-whats-vulnerability-again

Is there a part of me that wants to continue down this same path of “underliving”, strife and struggle?

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Have I become so used to this persona that I’m not willing to let her go? It’s most certainly worth entertaining the idea and investigating somewhat.
https://midlifemusingz.wordpress.com/2020/12/17/get-the-life-i-really-want

A big role in my “I wonder how our kids would look like?” bedtime thinking session

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I’ve got some thinking about it, and I’ve always had the tendency to idealize people, look at them through the filters of my eyes and kind of refusing to see them for who they really are. And even when I do, I still have this even bigger tendency to think that I can “fix” them and turn them into what I think a “good person” should be.
https://francheskuh.wordpress.com/2021/03/03/the-next-guy