My expectations are high, and the people I have met are not, so I am scared

Keywords: memoir , love relationship brazen

Love is the greatest force of all and it’s the only force I want in my life. I want to be surrounded by people that care about me just as I care about them, people that are genuine towards me. If a great love comes, yay! A dream come true, but if it doesn’t, (which will suck!), I’ll still do everything I set out to do; I will travel, explore, meet new people and have the next best experience of my life because I will learn to be enough for myself, I will learn to love me.

Have you ever noticed people who aren’t in relationship and they’re GRUMP AF!?

Keywords: casual dating , dating , friendships , love , marriage , online dating , relationships

What is going on with that? I just like to remain pleasant and friendly no matter what, but if I am exposed to Negative Nancy’s it makes me feel that tension and I do not like that. Yucky. I think in another post I’m going to talk about the love language that I am having a hard time grasping: Words of Affirmation. I don’t really compliment people that much and I feel people who need that are just insecure and immature. (I know, I’m harsh, I’m mean, I have no patience). I am not perfect here. Are there other self-help books to read out there? I am a total slow reader so this will take forever but I guess it’s something for me to do and not play on my phone all day long. Should I delete IG??? I think I spend the most time there. SIGH.